What a change I have experienced in the last few months. It's like all the weight that was physically holding my back was doing the same for my personality. I feel like I am blossoming. Most of the changes are for the best, while there are a few that are not. But for the most part I am so pleased with what I am becoming. The new me is much more outgoing, happy and secure with myself. I still have alot of weight left to lose but with the change I have experienced up to this point I have most definitely made an amazing change.
I like the person I see in the mirror most of the time. Before I lost the weight I rarely did my hair or make-up and I never worried about my clothes because I felt like even if I put in the effort I still looked bad. I looked like a fat girl trying to fake cute, but I don't feel that way anymore. I feel hott. That feeling of confidence in myself has translated outward too. Other people are noticing a difference and responding to it. I don't ever remember anyone telling me I looked beautiful or hott other than family and close friends before I lost the weight, but now I can't count the number of times I have been told this even by people I hardly know.
This confidence has also given me the fortitude to stand up for myself. I don't let people walk on me the way I used to. I have found my voice to tell people when they are behaving inappropriately towards me. This surgery saved my life, it gave me a life, in more ways the one. I am so blessed and lucky to have made this decision. I wish everyone who would benefit from this surgery could have it. It literally changes your life almost instantly. There is nothing that would change my mind if ever given the opportunity to take it back, this band is mine and no one will ever take it from me.
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